Author
Testimony
Refusing to be a victim has driven me all my life. I grew
up in a neighborhood on the eastside of Richmond, Virginia where
outsiders were afraid to enter. I actually saw a bumper
sticker once that said "THE EAST END. ENTER AT YOUR
OWN RISK." I had to be tougher than I looked to
survive within the neighborhood, yet it was hard to shake that
roughness as I grew outside the neighborhood and mixed and mingled
with less threatening types. I refused to be a victim or
a thug so I excelled in school, obtained a college degree, good
job, the whole American dream. I did what I was told as far
as church was concerned, yet I never had a relationship with the
Heavenly Father. I always wanted one, but was never taught
how to establish one. As I helplessly watched immediate family
members fall victim, through drugs, suicide and murder I cried
out to God, "How can I stop the madness before it reaches
my children? I do not believe you want us to be sitting ducks,
not able to avoid being victimized. I know You are up there
and I know it is not suppose to be like this. Tell me what
to do and I'll do it."
I found a Word of Faith based church and dived into the Bible
head first doing everything the Word said to do. I became
excited, wise, empowered and wanted everybody I knew to learn what
I was learning so they too could stop the devastation in their
lives. See, through the Word, I had gained control over my
situation, circumstances and life. I would no longer fear
being a victim. As a matter of fact, now that the victimizer
had been identified and I was becoming less ignorant of his devices,
I counter attacked. I prayed to God to use me to help Him
empower people so they too could take control of their lives and
not be victimized. To my surprise, people weren't as interested
in not being a victim as I had expected they would. So I
pushed. As I pushed, I alienated and some even thought I
was crazy. After a few years of going in circles getting
nowhere, I needed a refreshing.
God led me to a place where He could honor my faith, take me to
a new level and give me my heart's desire all at the same time. He
led me to World Changers Ministries in Atlanta, Georgia and allowed
me to work at the ministry around people who spoke my language,
the language of faith. I thought I was in heaven until reality
began to set in. I saw some of the same issues on the outside
of the church going on inside the church. I watched as well
as prayed and began to understand that folks were having a time
adjusting to this new thing God was doing, this breaking of tradition. Where
people back in the day ate dinner with their pastor, that kind
of intimacy was rare in this new environment. Where they
use to come to the church, tell their story and the church would
solve their problems for them, pay their bills, buy them food,
here at my new church the concept was to empower them with the
Word to solve their own problems, being led by the Holy Spirit. The
mission was to teach them how to live to avoid such problems. However
a lot of folks weren't getting it. They were leaving hurt,
disappointed and feeling abandoned because the church was not solving
their problems for them. They wanted to be around the pastor
more than they wanted to be around God.
I thanked God for my relationship with Him as I watch people be
devastated because the pastor wasn't at their disposal. Fortunately,
I understood that the pastor was a young, busy, anointed man with
a major mission to fulfill and all I wanted from him was a Word
from God so that I could live and prosper in every area of my life
as the Bible promised. Until people understood that God was
their source and not the pastor a different kind of tragedy would
continue. Their connection would be broken and they would
find themselves in a backsliden condition, blaming the church.
When I had the opportunity to explain the "Relationship with
the Father" concept to folks, they received it and were empowered,
where those who were waiting around to meet with the pastor are
still waiting. I wanted to get the message out that all you
need is your relationship with God in order and unshakable faith
in His word to get everything else you need in this life.
I always loved to write. I could tell a story and would
lose my audience by making a short story long. I thought
maybe I could get this message out through stories folks could
relate to. But I am a degreed accountant. I haven't
been trained in writing, yet I believe that the anointing, the
burden removing, yoke destroying power of God, is more effective
than formal training. Some of the most anointed men and women
of God in the world today never received formal training, but were
trained by the Holy Spirit.
Being the only child who depended heavily on my natural father
for love and support all my life, I was devastated when he fell
victim to a massive stroke. I was completely numb and didn't
know what to do when he died. So I was still. I did
nothing. Until I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to write, "just
write, just get on the computer and type as I dictate". A
month and a half later I had a real sloppy manuscript, my first
ever, yet all who read it were so moved that it was self published,
because no legitimate publisher would touch it.
Readers of my first novel, REAL SAVED FOLKS, felt that I had effectively
dealt with the issues of married women and demanded that I deal
with issues of single women. To answer the call I wrote SAVED
BABIES DADDIES and picked up a whole new audience, Internet addicts
because I dealt with that whole phenomenon. People were now
telling me what issues to deal with. Dysfunctional
households and their effects on our children was a real issue that
needed to be addressed, so OUT OF THE MOUTHS OF SAVED BABES was
next. These three novels got the attention of a major publisher
and SAVED FOLK IN THE HOUSE was conceived.
As I rise to answer the call of the people, God meets me with
the anointed answer so that we can get two treats in one, entertaining
reading and wisdom to live the abundant life that God promised
we can have. When Jesus comes, He will find me answering
the call.
Sonnie Beverly
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